Alexandra wrote a beautiful post a couple of weeks ago about her lovely and fashionable grandmother. It was the first time in far too long that I actually paused my busy life to just reflect on my belated grandmother and how much I love and admire her.

Certainly, our whole family admired her caring spirit, her perseverance in all things, and her good nature. But lately I have been thinking about her self assurance and charisma. I pinned up a couple of her old snapshots in my cube at work to remind me in times of self doubt that I am as strong as I believe. It's true. Confidence is part of her legacy, and I shall make it mine too. And it all starts this swimsuit season. :)

Wise friends in my life tell me I am obsessed with vintage films, clothing, and actresses because I want to live in a make-believe world. Maybe they’re right. Most days, they are right. But in a real down to earth way, isn’t Anna Karina beautiful? And she sure knows how to wear a hat. I’m taking notes.

(sources: New Wave Film, We Heart It)

I have discovered that life in your early 20s is all about learning how to handle responsibilities. For me, getting married, continuing my education, pursuing my career, and keeping the rest of my life in balance can be extremely stressful. This winter I've been rather sickly as a result of trying to keep up with everything. So, last weekend I ended up in the hospital, and while resting up in bed, I got sucked into this beautiful color photo pool of the 1930s 1940s. What drew me in the most were the photos of working women and widows during World War II.

I have been feeling so down and discouraged lately with how busy I am, and the fact that I am not enjoying what I am doing. I haven't had time to do the things that I love and that inspire me. But these beautiful women, who probably had children at home and dinner that needed cooked, who worked hard for the good of something greater than themselves is something extraordinary to see. I've started thinking about how selfish our modern society encourages us to be. And while I know resting and investing time in yourself is important, I want to think more about the world around me than the world inside my head. I want to be a part of something greater.

I was thinking last week that I want to start out by doing small things, like serving at a soup kitchen or doing something for a local charity. And since these thoughts started creeping up, I've received two blind e-mails with opportunities for me to get involved with my community. I'm starting to realize how easy it really is to become the woman I want to be.